crownedclown13

Why is everyone so concerned with growing up? why not keep things the same as they are now? i dont want to grow up. Youth is where everything is, why dont you see that? when you grow up you have to work SO damn hard to have the priviliges that the young recieve. When you grow up you have to work your ass off to get payed, so that on that one day a week your off from work, that one day that you just want to sit home and do nothing, you can spend the rest of your meager pay to have fun with whoever stayed in touch with you after school. In school, in youth, you go in, hang out with friends every day. you get the weekend to do shit with them aga

I feel broken and lost in this world. all its confusing paths, options and people. i break the mold, im a target, abnormal, different and odd. ive always told myself i embrass it, ive always shown off my quirks, but im changing. im becoming more average. im scared, i dont know if im doing this by my choice or if its an effect of being around others. am i maturing? hell a few months ago i wouldent have dare think me maturing was an option, let alone the most likely solution. i liked who i was, i still want to be that person, but i feel trapped, forced into changing, but only when i think about it. should i let my guard down and accept it or fi

Dont expect me to be what you want me to be. Dont expect me to do what i dont want to. Dont expect me to love you if you show me your hate. Dont expect me to walk away from what makes you scared. Dont expect me to hate who you do just because you do. Dont expect me to fight your battles for you. I will be who i want to be. I will do what i want. I will love you if your kind. I will deside for myself if i should run. I will judge people for myself. I will let you fight for yourself because that will make it better. Your done holding me back and making my desisions for me, and im dont letting. From now on i will live for me, not fo